what's sad about loving somebody?
it's when your not good enough
because somebody else occupies his mind and his heartand you know you can't compete with that..
sometimes we say goodbye to the one we love
without wanting to..
but it doesn't mean we stop loving and caring..
coz sometimes, goodbye is a painful way of saying
i love you..
just because my eyes don't tear
doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry..
and just because i come out strong
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong..
often, i choose to pretend i'm happy so
i don't have to explain myself to people
who will never understand..
smiling has always been easier than explaining why i'm sad..
there are hopeless romantics..
in my case, i'm a hopeless dreamer
coz everytime i see you,
i'm reminded of my hopeless dream..
setting someone free is the hardest thing to do..
but it's not the tears you cried that makes it so hard..
it's the small piece of hope left inside your heart
that someday you'll still end up together.
love changed me.. the way i think, the way i act,
the way i decide..
sometimes, i even go againsts my principles
and beliefs in life..
loving doesn't mean i'll always be happy..
sometimes, all it provides me is pain and misery..
yet i was blinded by strong emotions
that i failed to see reality..
sometimes, letting go is the answer..
it hurts like hell, but i will soon realize that
it's better to see the person i love to be happy with someone else than to be lonely with me..
how could you probably be friends with someone
when everytime you look at that person
you want to slap his face and shout:
"stop smiling, your stealing my heart.."
ever had the feeling, you attempt and fight hard
to take someone off your mind and off your life
but each time you're in that person's presence..
you just can't help but fall..
there are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how hard you fight for it..
sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful..
when you met someone you learned to love,
you thought it was destiny who made your paths cross..
but what if making your paths cross is just a part of hte game that the playful destiny creates?
making you realize in the end that the person you thought was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay..
but is only destined to make you feel loved
and leave you when you've already fallen..
i'm holding on to the thought that you're not mine anymore..
coz i know you already love someone else..
i'm gonna look at you in the eye, smile and say,
"you're not mine anymore.."
then walk away, turn around the last second and say,
"but i wish you were.."
loving isn't what we see but what we feel..
not how we listened but how we understand..
not how we forget but how we forgive..
loving is holding on even when the pain dares you to let go..
i didn't even asked him to love me..
all i wanted was a friendship to last a lifetime..
still he chose tobe a stranger,
leaving soon after he captured my heart..
"if pain must come, may it come quickly..
becuase i have a life to live and i need bto live it in the best way possible.. if he has to make a choice, may he make it now.. then i will either wait for him or forget him..
waiting is painful, forgetting is painful,,
but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.."
i cant imagine life without him, when in reality i have lived a wonderful life before i knew him..
this is my reality for now..
living in that bitter sweet truth that there is no part of him that i can call mine..
everyday i soak myself with reasons to forget him..
everyday i lie..
everyday i try to find strength to get me through..
and yet, everyday i die..
i wasn't aware that he came only to love me for a while..
i was aiming to be with him forever but he's not willing to work it all out.. it hurts too much but all i can do is watch him go away.. and that's the end of it..
there goes my forever.. there goes my life..
i know he's gone but holding on to him has became my way to keep me alive..